The dreaded moment of standing on the scales happened this morning - and I am piiiiissed, bitch. Well it's understandable, I weigh 9st 2 pounds (128 pounds), so it seems I've gained 5 pounds from a week of terrible eating. It's not fucking worth it, but the diet went okay-ishhhh yesterday, and I walked for around 3 hours. Fuck yes! So yesterday I ate:
-Grapes
-Chicken Caesar Salad (no dressing)
-Grilled aubergine and some rice
-1/2 bottle of white wine
-Double rum and diet coke
The rice was unnecessary. But compared to my eating for the last week this is a huge improvement. And with all my diets, I've never really included alcohol as calories. It seems that when I drink I usually lose weight the next day. Strange, but I'll take it! It's probably because usually I eat far too few calories for alcohol to make much of a difference. And when I'm drunk I dance like a motherbitch, which is probably my only form of exercise. Just so everyone knows, I know I don't go about losing weight in a healthy way. Probably not getting enough nutrients and all this shit, but I take multivitamins! I'm so on it.
On a non-diet-related note, I met up with this guy I used to see 3 summers ago. It wasn't serious or anything, I was actually still a virgin! Can you believe it. I only got to see him for an hour as he had to get the bus back, I'm just not sure how I feel about him. His friend whacked out the ukulele in the smoking area, singing songs about drugs or something. They're all a little strange but great. Anyway, we kissed when he left and he really wants to see me today, he's already texted twice and I just haven't answered. I don't know if I can be fucked? He seems too interested and he lives so far from London. And I'm not gonna fuck him or anything, (I've recently been almost nun-like on the casual sex front). Well since Valentine's Day.
I guess I'll just wait and see if I want to meet up with him, but I'm going out for drinks tonight so what if there's someone better there?!
Life's well 'ard. Ciggie time!
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