So I've decided to start blogging, mostly about my diet and weight loss and such, but also about my general life. Not that I fancy myself more exciting than other people, but my friends and I get up to some pretty funny shit.
I'm 20 years old and am living in London. I go out a lot and go on holiday a lot (my parents live abroad) - it's pretty saweet! I'm about 5ft2 and started dieting 5 weeks ago, weighing 9st9 pounds (135 pounds), which is just too much I would say. My goal weight is around 105 pounds, but I would love to be just under 100 pounds, as I think it would be awesome to have a weight in double digits. So after 4 weeks of intense dieting I weighed 8st11 pounds (123 pounds). HOWEVER, i have failed terribly for the last week, and have yet to weigh myself. So I will eat like a saint today and weigh myself tomorrow.
I don't know how I can go from having so much control over what I'm eating, and being okay and even happy if I'm feeling hungry, to literally eating whatever the fuck is in my sight. I thiiiiink I have a slight binge problem, (I also have a tendency towards bulimia). But during my 4 weeks of dieting, I wasn't sick once, then yesterday, BOOM, I was, so I realised I need to start eating healthily again so I don't fall back into that fucking stupid pattern!
Also I'm going to France with my friends soon and I want to whip out the shorts in a big way! But alas, my thighs forbid it. I think I'm going to hit fruit and vegetables until I go. Okay I'm going for a 2 hour walk to the sea to meet my sister because it's sunny and fantastic outside.
Until tomorrow!
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