So I'm still in Dubai, getting mah tan onnnn, but my dieting/eating patterns are getting even more fucked up. Last week my weight went up to 8st11lbs, then down to 8st6lbs in 4 days. I was eating 250-300 calories and burning off 400 or more at the gym. I felt like anus, but it worked! But then the weekend came and we had all these dinners out and a birthday party and going out for long, wine-fuelled lunches, and I basically lost it. I was eating like a madman! And being sick several times a day. But that doesn't actually get rid of most of the calories, you just lose a shitload of water and dehydrate yourself. So my moods were erratic, but I just kept a good front so my mum wouldn't question me. She just thought I was 'taking a few days off'.
So today I weighed myself and I was 8st13.25lbs. What the accccctual fuck. To be fair, I expected worse, thought I might be over 9 stone again...every cloud? So today I restricted like a bitch and ate the following:
-Prune yoghurt (55cal)
-4 almonds (28cal)
-5 pieces of sushi (175cal)
-Kiwi (14cal)
=272 calories
I was going to go to the gym but we spent all day shopping and I was falling over everywhere due to hunger....But apparently shopping burns about 150 calories per hour?! And we did at least 3 hours straight with no breaks. BOOM. Sooooo let's just say I burnt 450 calories at the 'gym'? Yeahhh...let's say that.
And to take away the attention from food (GOD FORBID), everyone, or mostly everyone, has that guy that they used to see that you have always liked more than the others. But they were a dick in some way, but you still miss them. Hopefully you get what I'm getting at...But yeah, mine started texted me again the other day, saying he wants to meet up. I gave him a lot of shit and told him I'm still not sure if I want to see him, but obviously inside I'm happy as fooook that he's come crawling back, dick between his legs. I'd put up recent photos on facebook where I've visibly lost weight, so I had the feeling this would happen. He said I 'was looking fiiiiine'. Fucking get in!
Okay going to bed now, too hungry!
So today I weighed myself and I was 8st13.25lbs. What the accccctual fuck. To be fair, I expected worse, thought I might be over 9 stone again...every cloud? So today I restricted like a bitch and ate the following:
-Prune yoghurt (55cal)
-4 almonds (28cal)
-5 pieces of sushi (175cal)
-Kiwi (14cal)
=272 calories
I was going to go to the gym but we spent all day shopping and I was falling over everywhere due to hunger....But apparently shopping burns about 150 calories per hour?! And we did at least 3 hours straight with no breaks. BOOM. Sooooo let's just say I burnt 450 calories at the 'gym'? Yeahhh...let's say that.
And to take away the attention from food (GOD FORBID), everyone, or mostly everyone, has that guy that they used to see that you have always liked more than the others. But they were a dick in some way, but you still miss them. Hopefully you get what I'm getting at...But yeah, mine started texted me again the other day, saying he wants to meet up. I gave him a lot of shit and told him I'm still not sure if I want to see him, but obviously inside I'm happy as fooook that he's come crawling back, dick between his legs. I'd put up recent photos on facebook where I've visibly lost weight, so I had the feeling this would happen. He said I 'was looking fiiiiine'. Fucking get in!
Okay going to bed now, too hungry!
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